Home For The Weekend

So I'm home for the weekend and I can already tell I'm not going to have time to relax.

For starters, I brought home a big bag of laundry that I know I'm going to have to do myself, I have to help clean this house, have to get my hair done, write a speech, and some other academic stuff, because unfortunately life doesn't end when I go home for the weekend, I still I have a list of things to do. I feel a headache coming on.

So for the first time in a really long time, I was given the opportunity to watch the Disney channel and just let me tell you, I was watching one of their new movies and I just have to say, Disney has really gone down in quality. The movie looked cheap and the actors were pathetic. It looked more like an indie film and even those are better qualities with better actors. I just don't know what to say anymore.

I also just found out that my boyfriend got two new tattoos today. I'm too sure how I feel about that considering I have yet to see them in person, but I guess I can show it to you and you can let me know what you think.



Just thinking about him having it makes me want to see him even more than I already do right now. But, I'm just hoping that things will turn around this weekend and I'll feel more relaxed.

Hawaii in the next 10 years

I don't know when or exactly why, but somewhere between the time I was born until now, I decided that I was going to move to Hawaii and live out there for 5 years and then move back to New York before settling in perhaps another state that I found more suitable to my taste.

Don't get me wrong, I love New York, it's the state I was born and raised in and I can't live without the city life, I'm so use to it that it'd be impossible to move some place where everything closes at 6pm and there's no lights at night. I don't know why, but I figure that Hawaii would have some sort of night life, hopefully.

Well, I talked this over with my boyfriend, and to put it quite frankly, he liked the idea but didn't think it was practical. He wants to open up a car shop and work there as a mechanic and just picking up and leaving and moving out of state and kinda out of the country wouldn't work for his career choice. I understand that completely, but I hate being tied down to one place for too long with no real purpose or destination, such as New York, hence my transition to a college in Connecticut.
So, I made an agreement with him that we'd only live out there for 2 and a half years instead of the 5 I originally wanted to be out there for. (We naturally assume we'll be married by the time we make the transition.)

I guess in short, I'm coming to realize that I like to move around. I like switching it up, making a name for myself and then going somewhere and starting from scratch all over again. Prior to college I would have never said that. I thought I hated meeting people and getting acquainted with different groups, but I realized that when it comes to adjusting, I force myself to make friends with at least one person who I can share my thoughts with. I'm pretty good at just blabbing to people I don't really know to establish a connection and becoming friends with them afterwards. I just have to work on maintaining friendships. I'm not too good at that.

But I just figured that was something worth sharing or at least discovery about myself.